Mixed Feelings...

Hello readers… it’s realli ver veri long since I last blog… wanted to add in another blog b4 tis to show u guys j8 auto session n some concert pics… tink I’m too lazy n too busy…. tink tis post ‘ll be one of most most emotional post… both sad n happy…

Show u guys some pics of the JS calendar auto session…


wat’s so interesting?? Look at xz… n y rf n sw standing so far apart? xin jie???


shaowei – lead actor for kungfu 2


5566.. shuai

Let’s start wif the happy one… had steamboat wif Fiona, shuyi n ps… it’s so fun having them ard… we always have lots of fun n we can always find ways n means to amuse ourselves… hee… they came over to my rm to have steamboat… so cool rite? Shuyi n Fiona met 1st so they went to buy drinks n tibits… bcos shuyi got no fridge so no choice… I met up wif ps later after our softball match… okie we lost by 1-12… don’t ask the reason y… n I oso nv play.. I’m the reserve… hee…. Tink we bought too much fd as there’s lots of left over at my place… tink sometime we buy tings really too greedy… but we managed to finish the chips.. cos I got gd taste I ask shuyi to buy the pizza chips.. it tink it’s really nice.. maybe u guys can try next time… hee… we played dai dee – our fav games… I learnt tis game frm them… haha… so now I can play though not veri well but at least I got win b4.. haha… then it’s our stupid n madness session… taking pics… lots of pics… haha…. They’re really cute… scroll down to see…

Normal Pics


outside my rm... nice scenery but I crop away le… hee


our presents.. guess who's who

Answer to the question…


shuyi's present - dont act cute pls...


my present


ps's present - wif my 56 poster as backgrd... hee


fiona's present

Funnie pics


do I rem u of Wilber's song?


handmade star....

They left ard 7…. Cos ps n fiona have to go home n they leave quite far – one hougang the other seng kang… so cannot go home to late… n shuyi have boggle at 8… she has to go back to prepare… as boggle manager of hall 3, of cos she has to set the example n be punctual for all boggle trainings… but tink she’s late yesterdae… haha… the disaster in my life came after they left… maybe it’s true tat happy tings always end quickly….

When for cheerleading training at 8… I tink it sucks… I don’t really noe the dance n I can’t really catch up… so it sucks… then when we practice our stuns… the worst tings in my life happen to me.. the diff pple sat on my head… can u imagine the pressure on my neck n spine.. if there’s a third time tink u can visit me in the hospital… n I wan to go home on thurs… my mum seldom have leave n I noe she really feel like gg out since it’s the last wk of holi le… after tat, I‘ll always be in hall n she wont have much chances n time to see me.. I miss my mum… but I cant.. bcos of the marking of cheerleading n practice after the marking n at nite… wat the hell… I hate cheerleading.. it’s taking veri little bit of my time… I hate it…. I noe we’re bad but I tink most of the time during practice we’re wasting time.. n I hate pple calling me “ MIN MIN”… I don’t noe u well… who are u to call me tat… onli pple I consider as my best fren, pple I like, pple who treats me well n of cos my family can call me tat…. N the pt is… none of these pple call me min min… so who do u tink u ar e to call me min min… u stupid idiotic asshole… I hate u… if u wan to make cheerleading looks united n let pple listen to u… I guess u have to set the example… if ur pple is trying so hard to practice her stuns to make it prefect… to bring not onli pride n proud to the hall but oso to u as the manager… then I guess u shld be ard giving support instead of playing volleyball at the side… n don’t u noe it’s veri dangerous? Wat if the ball hit the flyer n she lost balance? Pls spare a tot of the base n the back spot… it really hurts when pple’s bum sat directly on ur head… n do u noe the pple’s spine may be broken n be paralysed.. n I seriously don’t tink falling down n making an error can be taken as a joke.. n it’s not funnie… now I noe y u don’t gain the respect frm the guys.. n y ur back spot is a guy n the rest are gals… cos if u fall, the pple ‘ll die immediately on the spot… cos u're uneven…

I made up my mind not to join cheerleading again… serve me rite to be a kpo… I'll nv be a kpo again…supper pissed off now…

i love shaowei... I Love Shao Wei... I LOVE SHAOWEI!!!!!!

Woke up late 2da…. So by the time u read tis blog it’s already tues… woke up at 12 then came back to hall… wanted to go 4 my last tennis training.. end up noeing tat the bb match yesterdae is postponed to 2dae… sick… tot I can skip bb… haiz.. …sit there 4 so long end up no playing… didn’t even get a chance to touch the ball… super boring… but it’s bcos I onli went 4 one training lah…. Haha…aniwae, we lost to hall 15 by 2 pts… tat’s sad… but I really don’t care… luckily I nv play… haha…. Tink I wan to tok abt 56 in tis blog instead of the stupid bb match… oh ya… jus in case there’s pple like my tennis manager who tink tat bb is Boys’ Bridget….bb is basketball…

Went to the airport to fetch 56 on fri… cos 183 Club ‘ll arrive at terminal 2 n 56 ‘ll arrive at terminal 1… so we have to decide where to go… end up we decide to go to terminal 1.. tinking tat sw may join 56 instead of 183 Club… n true enough sw arrive at terminal 1… yeah… so we made the correct prediction… the little surprise we got is to see wilber pan.. he’s actually on the same flight as 56… but he came out b4 56…hee… not bad.. got to see 4 stars on the same dae… as mz is not here bcos he jus got an operate… his doc advised him on to go oversea….


Wilber at the airport.. part of his face being blocked.. hee…


too slow… so onli got to sw’s back.. haha….

JS Concert… for pple who don’t like 5566 or don’t noe them well or didn’t go 4 the concert or don’t read newspaper…. The artists performing at the concert r 5566, 183 Club, 7F, Cyndi wang, Kone, Typhoon and Tai ji… okie… as u can see… there’s so many artists n among them I onli like sw… so u can see how bored I’m at the concert… n I tink the concert sucks… luckily se is oso in 183 Club so it’s not so bad at least I get to see him performing twice… I like 183 Club performance esp the Livin La Vida Loca… the way the mikes are being hanged down n all 5 of them singing n swinging along wif the music… sw looks super sexy… n tis is the 2nd time I hear him singing tis song… the other time was the 2nd 56 concert in april… but I really have to say.. ming dao, u don’t have to gain all the attention but cutting a big hole at the back.. nv noe tat guys oso like bare back… by doing so, I oso ‘ll put all my attention at sw n not u…


sw.. tis is one of his outfit when he’s performing wif 183 Club… Shuai….

I tink I’ll not go 4 ani more JS concert… prefer to go 4 pure 5566 concert next time… hee…. Make a super big pai pai 4 sw… but the palce he’s standing don’t give him a chance to give the pai pai.. don’t noe if he saw the pai pai… really hope he saw it… But nice tings always happen at the last part… at least 4 me… met Fiona xie at huang shi yu at the concert… haha.. n Fiona xie was actually sitting at the same row as me….


pretty Fiona xie….

Haha… got to shake her hand n took a pic wif huang shi yu….


huang shi yu n me… hee… he looks veri boyish….

Hee…. Tink tat’s the onli gd tink abt the concert…

Went over to shuyi’s place after the concert to bath b4 we walked to j8.. on our way back. We met jerry… he jus came back frm jolin’s concert cos he got free tix.. he said veri there’s veri little pple at jolin’s concert…. Had a hard time tonning…. Met up wif some stipid kids.. better not tok abt them.. ‘ll spoil my mood… had a morning walk at 7 plus… bcos of the stupid guards… brought us rd the shopping mall jus bcos they had communication probs.. so stupid n dumb of them… finalli at ard 3 plus… 56 reached… yeah…. Sw is so gd looking… hee… they didn’t have time to perform cos they need to go 4 stars award later… had a mini sw’s celebration organized by the xly pple.. so dumb.. they got sw a cake n gave each of them a branch of flowers… omg… who on hell ‘ll give 23 big guys, all above 30 yrs old flower… tink even a 3 yr old kids wont wan to have flowers 4 bdae present… but sw is really veri happie yesterdae… I can sense it… he shouted without his mike twice to thanx all the fans… once went the xly pple presented him the cake… the other time when we’ll singing the bdae song… finalli the auto session start… cant wait 4 it to start not bcos I wan to see sw but there’s tis bunch of mad pple standing behind me tat keep screaming for mz n wanted to scream 4 xd… the pt is mz is not here… they tink they can scream so loud till mz at tw can hear them… all I can say is stupid!!! The line when slowly… when we’re near the stage n the place is not as noisy… we shouted : “ shao wei, sc ting ni!!” he looked up n nodded at us…. He’s so sweet… I really like the way he appreciate the tings we do 4 him… hee… thanx to e4 members… so must repay them by shouting 4 xz… “ xz, ni zui ban!!” n the carrot in the grp likes rf so we got no choice but to shout 4 rf oso “ rf, jia you!!” ling zhi the host then made a comment by saying tat we still have energy to shout in spite of us shouting at the concert 2molo… when we got nearer, we decided to shout again… we shouted the same ting again… tis time sw looked up, smiled n waved n us.. u can imagine the next ting I’ll do is….. SCREAMED!!!!!! Haha… helped shuyi to shout “ xz, ni zui ban!!!” again… n onli the both of us shouted… suppose to do it 2gather wif the rest…. Haiz… finalli n finalli, we got on stage… Amanda went up 1st…. cos she’s suppose to pass the present to sw… end ups he jus left the present on the table n left… next time must train her to tok to sw… I went behind her… sitting 1st on the table is xz.. 1st time I took notice on him… cos he always sit beside sw… so I’ll always put all my focus on him… he looked up n smiled… cant remember if I said thanx or smiled back.. but I tink I did none of them.. haha… then is rf… as u can see… he’s sitting beside sw… so of cos I cant remember how he looked n wat he did… next is the star of the dae….. SHAOWEI!!! Went up to him n said

“shaowei, sheng ri kuai le, xi wan ni hui xi huan wo man song ni de li wu”

replied by saying, : “huh!?!”

so I said again pting at the present at the corner of the table, “ xi wang ni xi huan wo men song ni de li wu….”

He saw the present n nodded saying, “ hao”.. I tink cos cant really remember…

Actually a veri cute ting happen… as I say earlier.. Amanda jus leave the present on the table without saying aniting.. so the xuan chuan tot she left her tings on the table n forgot to take it away… so she looked at sw n asked if it’s his… n he said yes then she noe tat it’s the present 4 sw… hee…


dearest cute amanda n me...

When we got down the stage, we found out tat sw did a veri sweet ting… the 1st time, he signed his name n wrote SC beside it… n we didn’t even request 4 it… omg…. I so touched, ver touched.. tis is the best present I got frm sw… I didn’t noe he’ll do it 4 us…


my auto calendar wif SC… hee… it’s so bif u guys ‘ll have no prob of seeing it..hee…

Due to my lousy skills cos not sure wif using digi cam to take pics.. all my pics turn out blur.. tik I’ll use back my old cam to take pics next time.. haha.. .looks like u guys ‘ll have to wait till shuyi send me her pics to see clear pics…


3 guys holding 3 bouquet of stupid flowers


sw in his li xiao long pose…

Shaowei, I love u…. Shao Wei, I Love U… SAHOWEI, I LOVE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ps, hope u wont feel too sad abt ur lost wallet… n next time I’ll remind u to check n checked the place to make sure u didn’t leave aniting behind b4 we go… n remember to go n make a police report…

A Happy Week YEAH!!!

Tis wk is a busy wk… got lots of tings to do, busy wif IH training, busy preparing sw’s bdae present, busy organizing the time to meet n stuff 4 the concert, preparing 4 concerts (buying of light sticks, preparing SC super big pai pai)… but I really feel happy doing all these tings… cos it’s for sw… hope he’ll be touched to see us there… hee…

Toking abt light sticks… we’re suppose to get 5 blue light sticks… end up the auntie gave us 3 blue n 2 yellow… so angry… but it’s oso our fault cos we nv check properly… but nvm lah.. I managed to find the luminous tape… so my super big SC pai pai can now glow in the dark… I hope sw can see it… praying real hard…

Went to support 4 sepak takraw… though hall 10 lost but I’m damn proud of u guys… hee… I can imagine the stress all of u r under… oh no… I hope less pple ‘ll come down n support 4 my sports.. I cant play under stress…. Tink I really need to train harder le… cannot throw face… hee…

Gg home 2dae so tat I can prepare to go airport 2molo... yeah… hope I can see sw at the airport… cos they always go by the secret passage way… but i tink it wont affect me much even if I don’t get to see them… the fun is gg out wif Amanda n the rest of e4… it’s always nice to have them ard… n noe tat we definitely ‘ll have tones of fun.. YEAH!!!!

The best news of the wk is 56 ‘ll be having a auto session tis sun.. omg… I’ll definitely go n it’s super near my hse.. j8… I luv u J8… gg to ton over n hope to get a real gd spot.. hope the whole ting ‘ll end quickly then I can get home to catch 56 on stars awards on channel 8 at 7… gg to see sw again… yee pee!!!

I really love tis wk.. all flooded wif 56 n sw… saw a clip of sw the other dae.. I can confirmed tat my love 4 him has grown bigger n longer… I love his seducing action of raising his eyebrow… I really bei tat dian dao le…

WANG SHAO WEI, I LOVE YOU ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ !!!!!!!!!!

Hope This Wont be My Longest Blog :p

It’s been a l ong time ever since I’ve blogged… so I guess it’s time 4 me to blog again.. haha… actually lots of tings happened last wk but I jus too lazy to blog it down… so let us start wif Monday (29 Nov)…..

Amanda came over to my hall to make our present 4 shaowei.. 4 pple who don’t noe, shaowei’s bdae is on 18/12.. so we onli have a few wks to complete the whole ting n send it over to tw… I must say it’s fun doing smthg 4 shaowei (sw) esp wif someone who oso tinks sw is gd-looking n cute… the present(newspaper articles n photos of the events in S’pore) did may sound cheap to others but it’s really the effort n tots of wanting to make n do smthg 4 him.. I hope he’ll like it n treasure it… okie, even if he dump it away I oso wont noe.. but I have faith in him tat him wont… at least I hope so… hee…

Don’t feel like blogging in nasty tues (30 Nov) wif pleasant mon… but sincwe I’m too lazy to do it over the wk, I’ll have to put them 2gather… I went 4 my 1st bb training n I tink it’s hell.. I hate the bb manager 4 being rude n nasty… he shouted at us 4 not doing the drills as wat he expected.. he hit my hand n scolded me… I feel like slapping his face n tell him

“so wat u’re a certified coach in MALAYSIA!!! But u’re here in S’pore, pls so pple some respect.. we’re jus playing 4 IH.. noy like we playing 4 the sch or 4 S’pore… n if I’m really so damn gd I wont even come 4 ur lousy training n look at ur stupid, ugly face”

I made up my mind during the 1st training tat he wont get to see me again 4 others training n I really didn’t appear 4 the trainings on wed, thurs n fri on tat wk…. guess he oso don’t need such a lousy player like me so I don’t see the pt of gg n getting myself angry… toking abt the manager… I have to say… my tennis manager is like 10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000x better than the bb manager…
I tink I grew to like tennis more bcos of the way he tot us how to play tennis n I tried my best to go down 4 all the trainings cos I noe I’m lousy… n tis ‘ll even happen to the bb coach… I thereby announced tat I boycott my bb manager….

Wed (1 Dec) is cool… I skip my bb training jus to go n eat sake sushi wif my sis… haha.. like wat I say who cares abt the bb manager… it’s been a long time I’ve eaten sushi n it’s great to go wif my sis esp on a wkdae… she’s been veri busy ever since she start working.. n gg out wif her on a wkdae is like impossible esp when I stuck in sch during the wkdaes… during holis, I’m busy wif the IH stuff…. Tink we didn’t do much shopping cos we’ve been gg to town 4 the past to wkends… oh ya.. my sis got her fav tidbits at bugis.. mi guo quan, she has been looking 4 it 4 a long time n finalli she got it… she even planned to get it as the cyn tidbits we’re gg to get….

Have my blk rap meeting on thurs (2 Dec)… another gd reason to skip bb training.. YES!!!! Thought the meeting end at 4 n my bb training starts at 4:30.. I still didn’t go… guess u pple noe the reason after reading 4 so long…

Fri (3 Dec) softball training in the morning at 10… followed by bb at 4:30 (expected I didn’t go).. then tennis training at 7… u can see tat I cant possibly play sports morning afternoon n night.. so I have a valid reason of not gg 4 bb… but end up I oso didn’t go 4 tennis as I have a welfare meeting at 8… so sad… I miss tennis…

Sat (4 Dec) is super fun… went ktv wif e4… n Fiona is back… we went to kfc for our lunch n got our presents frm Fiona… SWEETS!!! The sweets look cute but I don’t tink I dare to eat it.. haha.. n silly Fiona actually brought 4 back tinking tat e4 minus away her got 4 pple… haha… she’s really lousy at maths… izzit due to the influence of xz or our dear carrot, ps?? Tink onli she got the ans…
Smthg really funnie happen at k-box.. they say they don’t have a small rm 4 the 4 of us… so they brought us to an xtremly big rm… those wif the projected screen.. n there’s onli 4 of us… I have to shout to tok to the rest of them… imagine how big the rm is… luckily they changed our rm after a short while.. or else I tink I cannot survive 4 long in tat rm oso… there’s quite a lot of new songs in k-box… the one tat made me screamed the loudest is to see the song – Zhe Mo… omg… they actually got 183 club song le… of cos I have to put it inside the song list… there is oso songs like we’ll we’ll rock u, hua de jia sha, feng yun bian se n …… but we the songs cannot be processed… so no such luck of singing… quited pissed but I like the company of e4.. so the rest don’t matter as much… but there’s one ting I really cannot take it… y must they sing the stupid, balding sun xie zhi old hokkien song?? N they’re enjoying themselves… god… I wonder if I’m living in the same generation as them….

Went ktv again on sun (5 Dec)… haha… ktv ktv the whole wkend… went wif my sis cos we got a m1 promo… we went to a much smaller rm than yesterdae… since there’s onli the both of us… so I decided to try my luck on the new songs… n to my surprise.. I can sing them… haha… the 1st ting I do is to msg shuyi to spite her… haha.. cos I noe she really wan to sing the song hua de jia sha.. haha…
I saw a scandal too… haha.. I didn’t noe k-box can be so fun… seeing all the things I nv tot I’ll see… haha… there’s a couple wif a frien (gal) in the rm opp us… tat guy is such a bastard… he’s trying to 2-timing the gal’s frien n her… when the gal got to the toilet he tries to get hanky panky… tink the gal saw wat happen after her toilet trip… the gal’s frien left half way thru n the gal n her bf left after a while… way happen later I got no idea…

2dae (6 Dec... tink by the time u read tis blog cos of the time i post... it's alreadi tues le... hee...) is the season finale 4 the american next top model 2… I expected yoanna to win after april left… but to me… april is always the winner… she represents us… asian… n of cos shandi…. Frm a nerd to an icon… remember to watch the reunion next wk.. channel 5 at 10:30 pm….

Tink I’ll blog again on sun… so tat u guys can find out wat happen during JS concert… cant wait to see sw….